I hate it when I can't find something because it has disappeared into the great ocean that is within my four walls. No not the "water" ocean, the "junk" ocean. The toy ocean. The book ocean. The dirty laundry ocean. The dirty dishes ocean. All I know is I am drowning. Drowning in life.
Why does it have to be so hard? So many things pulling for your attention.
Why does no one understand that my world can not always revolve around them? Its not I don't want to help, its just I can't. I need help myself.
But you know, enough is enough. I have re-evaluated, re-prioritized and now, I have a plan. I have planners. I have routines. Slowly but surely I feel like I am at least floating on top of the water.
Lost. Hah!
So long to the "long lost" where ever and hello to the new me!
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I am naturally very organized and structured. It drives me bonkers when something is lost. Dislike the drowning feeling, but been there. Glad you're able to float again! (Visiting from FMF!)
ReplyDeleteI wish that I was naturally that way but I have to work at it. Maybe I am onto a life change though. ;) Thanks for stopping by!
DeleteI feel lost a lot! And I lose a lot of stuff. It's so frustrating!
ReplyDeleteHear you, girl!
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